I meant to tell you something sweet
to draw this conceit
of how a summer-full flower
sunlit and smooth
can still be of use
when cut, dead and dried
You see it started with my hands
the skin folds like old petals
and speckled with brown after all
we can’t stop time except
for hours this afternoon
I watched two boys throw and catch a ball
stand and stretch on that barren strip
of car-lined concrete
arm-whip and stoop and whip again
and my fingers curled with the urge
to let something rip
vigor and fury of muscle better
than pen-scratch, or sit and sip
this insipid tea