the wind in pine tops
does sound like sea
so we stretch like sunbathers
on a broad fallen log
while trees reach cone-crowned into blue
day wave-washes over
sun and time tumble
our jagged parts smooth
the wind in pine tops
does sound like sea
so we stretch like sunbathers
on a broad fallen log
while trees reach cone-crowned into blue
day wave-washes over
sun and time tumble
our jagged parts smooth
here we celebrate small
seasons, breath
between freeze and swelter
prickly pear paddles grown
green, fringed, wind
whipped up from the lake
verbena, butterfly-winged
Raised on books I dreamed
of hawking and now I want
this raven, to call it
strong to my wrist
with such a longing I once had
to hold a child in my arms
But its magnificence
that black eye black
beak the breadth of it
vast wings open and fold
pause, a thoughtful look
through the glass, me
a step away from the graywhite world
off the cliff and to what warm breath
what greengold chasm
what impossible delight
hope like arugula sprouts
big enough to be seen
from a second-floor window
*
cat out and leap-chasing
shadows—sparrow, crow,
flick/sway of still-bare branches
*
water wind-rippled in bird baths
sometimes sun-shimmered, reflecting
on redbud bark
*
that april blizzard and how
we could see again
smooth-swirl snow on rooftops,
dollops on red-budded trees
is snow on ice on ice on snow
and we know this is metaphor
also, this floundering through drifts
and bleak shivering, a slip and a fall
juncos flit and chickadees
never give up their song, the warning note
for all these branches bent under
their own frozen weight, summer’s broken stems
brittle and glazed
how far down do we hold our love’s roots, the seeds
and is this the winter
that kills them
we whiz along, or grind
jaws tight with effort
to be good and right and
happy
until we explode—
all the mess to clear up
exhausted
screaming and crying and chaos and blood
nearly always
the loom of news vans
we are no more than animals
we fear
while juncos hop along the brick
cat-scattered
squirrel descends fence
walnut bigger than its head
tight in its teeth
as good as any nature center, your office
window. they touch striped antennae. just one,
in the beginning and how they got between
glass and screen and on the second story—
now you count four clinging up down right left, slow
with that deliberate creepy invasion intent.
they have the tell-tale spots and stripes
you can see very well with your hand-lens
of course they fly, but why? you keep watching
you say burned out and it means loss
unbelonging here or there, certain
withdrawal root by root, shriveled
another fire set to renew
ensure survival, this smoke
sinks low on black field
gutted clean to bare soil—
when comes the flush of green
growth? will it
your heart, you think, must
by now be something
like that Hill Country scrub—
even your outside prickly
inside hard and harder
dry white
when? there were years
of next-to-no rain
and still the flowers bloomed