hope like arugula sprouts
big enough to be seen
from a second-floor window
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cat out and leap-chasing
shadows—sparrow, crow,
flick/sway of still-bare branches
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water wind-rippled in bird baths
sometimes sun-shimmered, reflecting
on redbud bark
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that april blizzard and how
we could see again
smooth-swirl snow on rooftops,
dollops on red-budded trees
it happens
from time to time, a mystery
small bird in the house
junco wild-flight hurl at glass door
falling stunned; sparrow
parked on pantry, peering
black-eyed over the molding
how it spent a night in the mixing bowl
how I caught it in the curtain, heart beating
flutter in my closed hand
how the dog whined and pointed
how the cat had grown bored long since
the gift already given
is snow on ice on ice on snow
and we know this is metaphor
also, this floundering through drifts
and bleak shivering, a slip and a fall
juncos flit and chickadees
never give up their song, the warning note
for all these branches bent under
their own frozen weight, summer’s broken stems
brittle and glazed
how far down do we hold our love’s roots, the seeds
and is this the winter
that kills them
snow clouds re-gather,
cardinals chirp, crabapples
bright against full gray
and seed feeder full—how else?
some give; others only take
clear-coat me, Lord
with carillon and birdsong
or peel through the yellowed layers
bubbled, of what has been
self-applied, find in me
that thing unfounded:
clear heart, clean brush, blank page
in this fountaining the flutter
wing-dust and scattered
seed, greening
why should you not return
to heartening beneath
your one-note lament
and need for salt don’t say
it’s always the same
for when have you ever noticed
roses blown open to rain
robins food-screeching
in your window-tree?
cleaning frenzy downstairs the ruckus
of laundry and drowning perfume
birds dart tree to tree unable to settle
on this branch or that much less thought
but the pair of ducks on the neighbor’s roof-
peak: they stand, step closer together,
pause, step again, coyly dip their heads—
my half-cup of coffee still warm
i.
the cardinal sudden like words
from a friend, bright unexpected
against leafless sky, same sweet
song and soul-balm
ii.
not faith but a kind of pride, your belief
every day should offer something
like this dirt finally warming,
hand-crumbled, enough?
iii.
if the pansies survive
this record cold, it is no god’s bow
to the balance due, nor even
to your impatience
(lakeside)
and it turns out water
is only water. it may slosh
and splash, undulate, crash
and okay, sparkle, shimmer
gleam gold. or gray
in shadow, green in light
right down to the rocks
it caresses, rounding
here, near the shore—
or out there, sucking sand.
see, the dog will flail and swim
kicking up white froth, biting hard
at each wave (they never cease)
long tongue licking water
long-legged deliberate splash.
(no creature more prosaic
than a dog) so here I sit, done
with words. why bother noting
it dazzles? the boats drone on
and past, in deeper blue
seagulls scatter
water flat calm, brown
still, winter’s pure opposite—
a heron, wading
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