a day of sun and rain either matches
or causes my mood; I vacillate
on the balcony-edge of ennui and imagine
we’ve arrived at a cross-roads again
I dress in gray and that’s not working
I drink tea and tree-gaze and that’s not working
we weigh this decision as if we had any sway
over these flighty earth-bound souls
(the sky is sudden in the hills—
watch clouds overspill forested heights
race wind-chastened down our valley)