You know well you’d have been happy
had you not met her. You had your books,
your studies, the unfading margin of adventure
in a well-traveled world, the yearning
for knowledge. She has circumscribed your life
with these crumbling castle walls—dreams—rot.
Now you fret of rusting unburnished, waiting
for her whistle to call you forth, to shine in use!
Go back to your poets, those ancient masters
of high romance, and be content. Imagine
Rose never loved you. Imagine you can go
through life with this stitched-shut heart,
a pocket of no use, your gray spirit following
knowledge like a sinking star. As if to breathe
were life. Try it.
*stealing shamelessly from Tennyson’s “Ulysses.”